Doa untuk AYAH..

                                      

KMP 2006 - sehari sebelum keputusan peperiksaan semester pertama diumumkan...

Seminggu selepas aku lulus lesen kereta yang menjadi harapannya...

Aku mendapat perkhabaran bahawa ayahanda ku tercinta telah pergi meninggalkan dunia ini...

Air mata jatuh tak mampu ditahan lagi..

Satu-satunya tempat aku dan keluarga bergantung harap telah tiada...

Ya...aku redha..Nyawa manusia milik ALLAH..hanya DIA yang berhak untuk mengambilnya...

Ayah pergi tanpa sempat melihat seorang pun dari anak-anaknya mendirikan rumah tangga..

Ayah pergi tanpa sempat melihat seorang pun cucu-cucunya lahir kedunia..

Ayah pergi tanpa sempat melihat aku puteri bongsunya menjejakkan kaki ke universiti..

Tapi..ayah pergi meninggalkan jasanya yang besar kepada ramai orang..terlalu besar...

Sifat sabar dan penyayang ayah harus dicontohi,,,ayah tak pernah berkira kalau hal yang melibatkan masa, tenaga dan wang...

walau seteruk mana pun keadaanya dia pasti akan bantu mereka yang memerlukan bantuan...

*teringat satu kisah*

Satu hari di bulan puasa....ada sebuah motosikal yang datang untuk menjual ikan keli di rumah..pada waktu tersebut ayah telah menolak untuk membeli atas alasan kalau beli pon kami tak akan makan dah...sejurus selepas motorsikal tersebut beredar...tiba-tiba ayah berkata..

"kesian dia (Penjual ikan tadi)..ntah-ntah jual ikan nak beli barang nak raya...menyesalnya tak beli.."

Sungguh kata-kata itu masih terpahat kemas dalam kepala ku...dan sering bermain-main bila mana ada penjual motosikal yang datang ke rumah untuk menjual barang..

Mungkin penyesalan itu dah terlambat tetapi ada hikmahnya..selepas itu, setiap kali ada peniaga motosikal yang datang ayah pasti beli walaupun sedikit...dan kalau benda yang dibeli itu dia tak makan ayah akan sedekahkan kepada sesiapa...

:)

Alhamdulillah...di saat pemergiannya...ayah pergi dengan senyuman di wajah...sungguh, sangat tenang aku melihat wajah itu...sambil memikirkan bilakah saat aku akan tiba..adakah aku akan pergi dengan tenang dan dalam senyuman...

Masha ALLAH...

Mari kita amalkan doa ini setiap hari semoga kita kelak dimatikan dalam keadaan baik dan beriman. Biiznillah..

"Wahai Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya kami telah mendengar seorang Rasul yang menyeru kepada iman, katanya: 'Berimanlah kamu kepada Tuhan kamu', maka kami pun beriman. Wahai Tuhan kami, ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kami, dan hapuskanlah daripada kami kesalahan-kesalahan kami, dan matilah kami bersama orang-orang yang berbakti."

                                                                                                                    Surah Ali 'Imran 3:193

Sungguh terlalu banyak dosaku pada-Mu ya ALLAH...

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[4/12/2006 - 4/12/2012]

Genap 6 tahun pemergian arwah ayahanda tercinta..

Al-Marhum Mohd Rosli Bin Ahmad...

Semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmat dan tenang di alam sana...

Semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang soleh dan bertaqwa di sisi-Nya..

Hadis Rasulullah s.a.w :

"Apabila matinya seorang anak Adam, terputuslah pahala amalannya kecuali tiga perkara iaitu sedekah jariahnya, ilmu yang dimanfaatkannya dan doa anak yang soleh kepadanya" 

[Hadis sahih riwayat Abu Daud]

.....berdoalah wahai anak-anak yang soleh/solehah..

p/s: Dari Dia Kita datang dan KepadaNyalah Kita akan Kembali....Setiap Yang Hidup pasti akan menemui kematiannya...Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui...

:)

Janjiku padamu ayah..

Akanku ku cuba tunaikan harapanmu ayah...

Akan ku cuba imarahkan keluarga kita dengan iman dan islam..

doakan anakmu ini..

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Ibuku-Syurgaku

A man stopped at a flower shop to order some flowers to be wired to his mother who lived two hundred miles away. As he got out of his car he noticed a young girl sitting on the curb sobbing. He asked her what was wrong and she replied, “I wanted to buy a red rose for my mother. But I only have seventy-five cents, and a rose costs two dollars.” The man smiled and said, “Come on in with me. I’ll buy
 you a rose.” He bought the little girl her rose and ordered his own mother’s flowers. As they were leaving he offered the girl a ride home. She said, “Yes, please! You can take me to my mother.”

She directed him to a cemetery, where she placed the rose on a freshly dug grave. The man returned to the flower shop, cancelled the wire order, picked up a bouquet and drove the two hundred miles to his mother’s house.

The most precious gift u can give anyone is your time.
Those who still have parents-cherish them. Especially our Mothers. When they leave this world -then the door to their valuable blessings closes. Our parents hold such a high status that اَللَّه سُبْحَانَهُ وَتَعَالَى has mentioned in the Quraan that when they reach old age we shouldn't even say "oof" to them.

[ Pure Matrimony ]


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Last week, my mom called me...and tell me that she is boring and feel lonely...

So, then I ask her..."do you want me to back there"

She replied..."yes"

Owh...at that time..I do not think much..I just said..."OK la....I try my best to get the ticket..."

*line off*

I'm crying...I don't know why...:'(

Actually,, I am in a deep dilemma because of sooooo many assignment and commitment...huwaaaaa..

but...I have to back...

*******

Tomorrow, 

In a bus...

I think it deeply...

I said to myself...

"mungkin dengan pengorbanan masa yang aku berikan ini...doa mak akan sentiasa memudahkan urusan aku di sini dan juga sentiasa mengiringi kejayaan aku.."

walaupun masa aku sebagai pelajar sangat berharga walaupun sesaat..tapi masa yang aku korbankan just to make my mom happy adalah lebih berharga...dan In Shaa ALLAH...pahala yang aku harapkan....

I love my MOM very much..

terlalu banyak pengorbanan dia untuk aku...I cant imagine how can I live without her...

*crying*

Ya ALLAH, Kau perliharalah emak-ku walau di mana dia berada..ampunkanlah segala dosanya...Kau limpahkanlah kasih sayang-Mu yang berlipat kali ganda kepadanya...kurniakanlah kesihatan tubuh badan yang baik kepadanya...aku sangat menyayanginya..ameen.

Last day in November

30.11.2012

Today is the last day in November 2012..

December is coming soooo soon...

This month will become a very struggle for me and my friend...

Viva timetable is already out...

we have only almost 3 week to complete our PS a.k.a our thesis...

wish us luck..:)

P/s : Doakan kejayaan saya dan rakan-rakan di saat-saat genting ini..semoga ALLAH mempermudahkan segalanya..

InnAllaha ma'ana

#prayforgaza
:)

Cinta Satukan Kita (JUDIKA)

Dia sepi di sini, tak seperti yang lain
Walau sudah takdirnya namun dia tetap tersenyum
Bahagialah bila kau masih punya mimpi
Hidup hanya sekali, berikanlah yang terbaik
Merindukan purnama, bertahan walau di dalam duka
BersyukurNya-lah kita, masih banyak yang sayangi kita
Merindukan purnama, meraih cinta

Cinta cinta kita ooo

AKU YANG TERSAKITI

Pernahkah kau merasa jarak antara kita

Kini semakin terasa setelah kau kenal dia

Aku tiada percaya teganya kau putuskan

Indahnya cinta kita yang tak ingin ku akhiri

Kau pergi tinggalkanku

Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti

Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari

Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku

Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

Memang takkan mudah bagiku tuk lupakan segalanya

Aku pergi untuk dia

Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti

Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari

Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku

Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

(walau tak bersama dia)

Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku

Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

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New semester just begin

#Alhamdulillah..

This semester is going to be my final semester..

As usual...as a master student..

no more leisure time for us..

keep praying for me and my friend..

Assignment is already like an Everest mountain even we just attend only ONE class for this semester..

fuhhhh..

wish me luck...

They are my everything

Alhamdulillah...

New born in family..

27 August 2012

Aiman bin Azharin..yeay he is my second nephew after Irfan and three nieces that I already have...

My doa is always with you my boy..

Maksu hope you will grow well and be a good son to your parents, be a good grandson to your grandparents and be a good nephew to your aunties and uncles..and also be a good-good Muslim..

Aiman binti Azharin

24 August 2012..

Happy 1st birthday to Adrynna Fatehah.. 

even now u 'sombong' with Maksu and everyone..

even now you just want to be only with your mama and ayah only..

My doa is also always be with u my dear..

I hope you will changed due to time circulation..

I hope you will love to play around with me, your sister Amalynn and Amani..

I hope you also will grow well, 

Be healthy, 

Be a little bit naughty is OK but not too naughty please, 

Be a good Muslimah, 

Be an obey daughter, 

Be a good sister, 

Be a caring grand-daughter, 

And be a loving niece to all people around you..

I love you my dear Adrynna..

 Nur Adrynna Fatehah

  

14 September 2012

Happy 2nd Birthday my dear AMANI..

I hope you will grow well,

Be healthy,

Be a good sister to your little brother Aiman,

Be a good daughter to your parents,

Be a caring and loving grand-dauhter to your grandparents,

And please stay cute to your aunties and uncles,

also the most important thing..

Maksu really hope you will be a good muslimah..

Amani binti Azharin

Okay another one birthday on 14 September is my big brother, Khairuddin..

May ALLAH bless you always,

May your life flooded with love by people around you,

May ALLAH bestow you with continuous sustenance..insha ALLAH..

May you success in your career,

please stay being a good son to Mak, and a good brother to us your siblings especially me myself..

My brother, Khairuddin

Syawal 1433H..

This year most of the picture is me with Amalynn Fatehah because this year, she and her family celebrate Aidil Fitri at Sg, Daun...

My Family on Aidilfitri 1433

Amani on 1st Syawal

Below is my surprise birthday cake, was celebrated during my aunt's thanksgiving ceremony before Ramadhan this year,,

Thank you to all who planned this for me..

love you all..

Okay, that all summarize what happening during my holiday..

They are my joy and sorrow..

They are my everything..

I love them very much..

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p/s: miss my mak badly :(

Latihan Mengajar (15/7/2012 - 13/9/2012)

#Alhamdulliah..diberi kesempatan untuk update blog yang dah lama bersawang dan diabaikan dek kesibukan menjadi seorang pendidik, pelajar dan juga seorang anak...

15 July 2012 - 13 Sept 2012

Two months that being so lovely to me... A lot of memory I made within this two months period..

Registered as a Practical Lecturer at POLIMAS..my first feeling when I set my foot there, I feel really nervous..so many thing was spinning in my mind..

What is the first thing that I should say when I enter the class?

then, should I introduce my self first or just continue with teaching?

MashaALLAH..

I dont know how to answer until the times come...

Seriously, for the first time..I am really-really nervous..sweating all the time..panic when student look at me..just feel uncomfortable, as for my first class I am not very well prepared my mental and also physical..but

ALLHAMDULILLAH..everything goes well..as student know, it was my first time and

Without I noticed, I entered the class, set up all the technical parts and I just go straight to the subject matter without introduce my self first...




for the second class, I am preparing my self to enter this class, I try my best to overcome the nervousness. ALHAMDULILLAH, it goes well..but still nervous but not too bad as before..:)

times goes around too fast, this practical give me a lots of experienced..

From this practical, I learn how to overcome nervousness when speak in public,,,

I improve my communication skills,,,

I learn how to control my anger,, being more patient..

I learn how to attract student attention when they lost their focus..

I learn how to motivated student when they feel down and de-motivated,,,

A little bit about my student..

I was teach Statistic for DAT 1C and Business Mathematics for DAT 2A..

I'm enjoy teaching both class..

They give full cooperation with me..

enjoy teaching them..even sometime I make them confuse but I try my best to solve it back..

I'm still learning..especially,,Business Mathematics..this course is quite though for me..

below are some picture of them..

SOME OF DAT 1C STUDENT

DAT 1C students (grab from my students fb)

SOME OF DAT 2A STUDENT

 

Alhamdulillah..at last I finished my practical INSHA ALLAH with flying colours..

I miss them already..wondering how are them without me..happy I guess..haha

Whatever it is, my pray is always with them..GOOD LUCK...make your family proud of you 

:)

Catatan Ulang Tahun-ku

BARAKALLAH FI 'UMRINA

"semoga ALLAH memberkati usia kita"

29 Jun 1988 - 29 Jun 2012

Alhamdulillah telah 24 tahun diizinkan ALLAH untuk menumpang hidup di atas muka 

bumi-NYA..

Alhamdulillah telah 24 tahun dikurniakan ALLAH keluarga yang terbaik untukku...

Alhamdulillah telah 24 tahun diberikan ALLAH pertolongan di kala aku tersasar dari 

jalan yang di-redhaiMU..

Alhamdulillah telah 24 tahun diberikan ALLAH rahmat, hidayah, maghfirah, serta 

semua kebaikan di kala aku hanyut di alam ku sendiri...

Syukur...amat bersyukur Ya ALLAH di atas segala kurniaan-MU...

sangat banyak terlalu banyak...

Rabu - 29 Jun 1988

Terima Kasih MAK 24 tahun yang lalu bersusah payah melahirkan anakmu ini..

Terima Kasih MAK 24 tahun masih setia menjadi pendamping hidupku...

Terima Kasih MAK 24 tahun mencurahkan kasih sayang yang tak betepi untuk anakmu ini...

Ya ALLAH... panjangkanlah usia EMAK-ku yang terlalu besar pengorbanannya 


untukku...

Ya ALLAH..berkatilah hidup EMAK-ku yang bersusah payah membesarkan aku...

Ya ALLAH..permudahkanlah segala urusan emak-ku tersayang walau di mana EMAK 

berada..

kasihanilah dia...rahmatilah dia...aku memohon kepada-MU ya ALLAH...

Tak kan juga ku lupa...pengorbanan, kasih sayang, tenaga yang diberikan arwah AYAH 

kepadaku..hanya doa mampu dikirim AYAH..sesungguhnya AYAH tak ada pengganti, 

semoga AYAH tenang di sana...semoga roh AYAH sentiasa dicucuri rahmat ALLAH...

Ya ALLAH, aku memohon kepada-MU agar ENGKAU menjadikan sebaik-baik umur kami pada akhirnya, sebaik-baik amal pada penutupannya, sebaik-baik hari-hari kami adalah saat bertemu dengan-MU....aku memohon kepada-MU agar ENGKAU menjadikan kubur kami setelah berpisah dengan dunia sebaik-baik tempat tinggal kami, luaskanlah liang lahat kami, dan rahmatilah kami saat kami menjadi rendah pada waktu menghadap-MU saat di hisab..tetapkanlah kaki-kaki kami di atas titian sirat-MU, selamatkanlah kami dari kesusahan hari kiamat, putihkan wajah kami pada hari di mana wajah manusia ada yang putih dan ada yang hitam....aku memohon pada-MU kenikmatan yang tak terputus-putus, mata yang sejuk yang tak terputus-putus, aku memohon kepada-MU untuk dapat melihat wajah-MU dan kerinduan bertemu dengan-MU...aku memohon agar ENGKAU mensucikan kerosakan hati kami dengan taubat, dan menyatukan hati kami dalam keadaan takut kepada-MU, dan memberi kami pemberian yang besar yang dapat memasukkan kami ke dalam syurga abadi-MU...Ya ALLAH...Ya RABBI...Ya Halim...ameeeeen

 

p/s: #Alhamdulillah selesai sudah 2 paper exam..doakan yang terbaik untuk saya..

p/ss: homesick

End of Semester 2

Look at my earlier post about my early prediction about sem 2,,,

YES...

all the prediction is ALLLLLLL TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEE,,

huwaaaaa...

seriously this sem is very-very heavy sem for US..

too much assignment..

too much project..

thesis and coursework...

#Alhamdulillah...

We was faced it successfully...

now we are just need to concentrate for our final exam instead of continuous thesis....:)

before we going to start our Teaching Practice next month..

#wishusluck

"Precious time for the precious persons in my life"

EVERYONE.!!!!

PLEASE DO PRAY FOR MY SUCCESS 

MY FINAL EXAM IS AROUND THE CORNER

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Maksudnya : “ Wahai Tuhanku , tiada kemudahan melainkan apa yang Engkau jadikanmudah dan perkara yang susah boleh Engkau jadikan mudah , apabila Engkau mengkehendakinya” .[1]

27/6/2012 : STATISTIC IN EDUCATION RESEARCH

28/6/2012: CO-CURRICULUM MANAGEMENT

5/7/2012: TECHNOLOGY AND MULTIMEDIA APPLICATION IN EDUCATION

BELOW ARE THE PICTURES OF MY LOVEY DOVEY NIECE...<3

6/7/2012: BAAAAALIK KAMPUNG...:)

1st time of being true fasilitator..(^_^)

Bagi memenuhi tuntutan subjek Pengurusan Ko-kurikulum, kami dimestikan menganjurkan sebuah program ko-kurikulum..bermula dengan buat kertas kerja, cari dana, dan lain-lain...we have to manage all by ourselves...unluckily, our group punya paperwork was rejected by P3P, so then we are decided to combine with another group so here are our project:

"Program Pacuan Kecemerlangan SKPL"

We are combined with another two group, so total we are 15, then we invited another 5 special guest facilitator to give their gold hand in order to ensure this project succeed.. 

We are working for this project only within a month... it was soooo struggled for us because instead of managing this program, we have to run orderly our thesis proposal, test, quiz and other coursework... #Alhamdulillah... we are manage it successfully.. we never think this program was a burden for us (at first it was YES)...we assumed this as our responsibilities to the nation..:) in making a very-very quality human capital in future..yes they are 'OUR FUTURE MALAYSIA'....

OK now I lets the picture to tell the story of our joys and sorrow along , before and after the programmed:

Below are the pictures on the night before the programmed, we are having dinner together after preparing the place for tomorrow programmed:

NEXT...is the morning at UTHM...before we are heading to SKPL..last briefing from the director:

Only ONE boy in the pic...because another boys was still in their DREAM...*maybe*

REGISTRATION & PREPARATION:

THE PICTURE ALONG THE DAY ACTIVITIES:

From the opening ceremony then continuously with LDK session....

1. ICE BREAKING

2. SEMANGAT DAN YAKIN

3. MENUJU KEJAYAAN

4. MEMBURU IMPIAN

Than, at night we have "MENCARI REDHA"..

hosted by our 2 guest facilitator...they are awesome...they touched every heart at that night..

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together with ohsemmmm poem by ALONG.....

AND

BELOW ARE PICTURES AFTER THE PROGRAMMED AROUND 1 a.m ...

SURELY...SATISFIED FACE.... #ALHAMDULILLAH...(^_^)

below is the memory-in-lane video:

                                     

ALHAMDULILLAH..everything was going smooooothly and steadily...even we over-run the programmed until almost 12.am..but it was the best memory that we create here in UTHM..:)

TQ EVERYONE FOR THE SUPPORT, IDEA, AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS YOUR GOLDEN TIME...REMEMBER THIS IS JUST OUR LITTLE CONTRIBUTION TO OUR FUTURE COUNTRY..HOPE ITS WORTH...